I would like to thank the members for all of their kindness. When my brother and I were younger we weren't really close and I certainly have regrets. In our older ages things changed completely and we were very close. I just wish they we could have had more time together. Again thank you. So many thoughtful and compassionate members on the forum.
Sorry for your loss. I have no brothers(6 sisters) i have a couple friends who are like brothers to me. It will hurt like hell when i lose one of them.